Have you ever gotten mad at God because you are so blessed? 
I know that question sounds weird. Why would I ever get mad at God when I feel blessed by Him? Perhaps the word, “mad,” is not quite right. But have you ever thought that it is unfair of God to have blessed you so much? 
I read the news around the world, and there are disasters, wars, oppressions, crimes everywhere. There are people who are suffering unimaginatively around us. I went to Walmart late last night to get some diet coke and at the parking lot, an old man asked me for a quarter because he was that much short to buy coffee. I noticed the car that he came out of, and it was filled with all his personal belongings. An obvious homeless man… 
After giving the man some money, I went to my two-car garage home, ate some fruits in my kitchen, went upstairs to one of my three bathrooms, changed into sleep-wear, washed myself with warm water, and then headed to my master bedroom (one of 4 rooms we have!) and laid myself to sleep on a medium-firm foam mattress. The greatest problem that I have right now is that I can’t sleep for more than 6 hours a night…
Now you see why I think God is unfair? Why is He so unfairly good to us? (If you are reading this, 1) you have a computer/smart device, 2) You are literate, 3) You live in the U.S.) Why did He bless us so much? Did we somehow deserve it more? Somehow I’m better than the homeless guy I met at Walmart parking lot?
I am not mad at God for blessing me (and you) so much. But I am embarrassed. And I am thankful. But the minute I think that all this blessing is somehow because of what I’ve done, all HIs curses will be upon me and I will be damnable by hell-fire, for it is the pride that God hates.
“Rise up, Lord God! Lift up your hand.Do not forget the afflicted.” Ps. 10:12
Would you stop feeling sorry for yourself? God put you exactly where you would be the happiest. 
PH